Maybe i could use some help ( Read more... )

i have way too much responsibility in my weekly schedule at this point in time.

i dont know what my intentions are but all i know is i cant handle all these things going on.

i think i need to stop before it gets more complicated.

but than again i cant say i dont want it...

haha so i havent been on this in like almost a year, its really ridiculous looking back at the things i posted in the past ( Read more... )

4 months since my last update.

best four months of my life.

maybe someday i can relive what we had.

is a mark ass trick.

it feels ever so refreshing to be finally have someone ( Read more... )

I have an addiction.

to women.

i think its gonna be the undoing of me.

so the same thing happens over and over.

every time i show interest in somone or vice versa ,
there is always SOMETHING that fucks everything up and leaves me hurt or with a guilty consience.

everyone in any o fmy "cliques" always pairs up and im odd man out,
odd man that has to drive everyones drunk ass and gets to feel guilty about life.

i am officially done doing things for people.
unless i see them start doing things for me, dont expect much out of me.
i am not a bus driver and i have priorities in my life too.

im frustrated with everything around me ( Read more... )