I don't know...
It shouldn't bother me so much. But I guess I'm letting it. Just the fact that someone thinks of me as damaged or an awful person, and they can change their opinion of me so drastically in a matter of minutes. Aren't people supposed to learn from their past? How can anyone learn if they're not given the chance.
He won't read this, we will never talk again, and what can I say? I feel bad about what happened, even if my friends tell me that I wasn't the wrong one. It go blown up so huge, and I'll take the blame for it, because I decided to talk about it on LJ, I decided to keep the conversation to torture myself later, and to show people who may be interested. Like everything else, it's all my fault.
He won't read this, we will never talk again, and what can I say? I feel bad about what happened, even if my friends tell me that I wasn't the wrong one. It go blown up so huge, and I'll take the blame for it, because I decided to talk about it on LJ, I decided to keep the conversation to torture myself later, and to show people who may be interested. Like everything else, it's all my fault.