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After that curiousity gains control of you, you find out that the truth really does hurt. All you can do is clench your fist and hit yourself for even wanting to know the truth. Then you take a deep breath and find a tiny bit of optimism. You take that vision and and crush it with that clenched fist because you might as well do it, theres nothing really to look forward to. I need to go take a walk.