argg!
what is with the whole screw em and leave em thing. the other night me and mike were getting drunk together as usual. and we had sex or should i say that he had sex. he gets up puts his clothes on and leaves. he makes this smug statement that i should call up my ex and have him finish the job. that really pissed me off. so yesterday at work it was all i could think about. it really hurt my feelings adn made me feel bad about myself. after work i was susposed to go to school but that didnt happen. my car is still in the shop and my dad couldn't take me because he had to go to class. i was so upset. he calls me later and informs me that there is a hole in my radiator. which invariably makes my day worse. my ex calls me up and starts talking to me about my drinking and insinuating(sp) that i am an alcoholic. needless to say i was very depressed. i sat around my empty apartment and listened to evanescence all day and all night. i went outside for a while and walked around trying to make myself feel better. later on last night i called mike to tell him how i felt. i did and he apologized. i am not sure if it was a sincere apology or not but it seemed like he felt bad about it. i think that i kind of hurt his feelings though. i told him that he wasn't my type. he was all like thanks a lot latoya. i told him that he should feel special because he is not the ordinary he is sort of like the extra-ordinary. that didnt make him feel better he really wanted to be my type. i think i'll try to make it up to him today. me and mike usually talk on the phone for like 5 minutes. last night we talked for a good while about just about everything it was great.
well later for now
well later for now