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it's been a couple of days but this is what is going on in my life:
Me and Joe are getting closer which is so great. The only thing is that we dont want to define our relationship. WE pretty much have the smae reasons. I mean he is leaving for Iraq on November16. He has been sort of pulling away from me. i try not to get attached to him but i am. i understand that he is going to be leiaving and that is okay with me i guess. i just want to spend as much time with him as possible before he goes.
my friend nikki thinks that he is pulling away becuase he doesn't want to get too attached to me either.
He says that it doesn't bother him to be going to Iraq so i try not to let it bother me. I mean even though there is no war people are still dying. I guess my thing is that i don't want to fall for him and then have him die . Luckily we dont have enough time for things to develope into that. Nikki says that love can happen in a split second and she thinks that i may be falling for him. i dont know. i think nikki is just a hopelesss romantic. I dont think that i am in love as much as i think i just like being around him. i like his warmth. i honestly dont know how i feel about him.
I am going to Pennsylvania tomorrow adn i am trying to spend time with him today but that seems like it is not going to happen. he has been working late.
i think that it is going to be good for me to get away. taht way i'll have time to thin about what i want and how i feel.
Me and Joe are getting closer which is so great. The only thing is that we dont want to define our relationship. WE pretty much have the smae reasons. I mean he is leaving for Iraq on November16. He has been sort of pulling away from me. i try not to get attached to him but i am. i understand that he is going to be leiaving and that is okay with me i guess. i just want to spend as much time with him as possible before he goes.
my friend nikki thinks that he is pulling away becuase he doesn't want to get too attached to me either.
He says that it doesn't bother him to be going to Iraq so i try not to let it bother me. I mean even though there is no war people are still dying. I guess my thing is that i don't want to fall for him and then have him die . Luckily we dont have enough time for things to develope into that. Nikki says that love can happen in a split second and she thinks that i may be falling for him. i dont know. i think nikki is just a hopelesss romantic. I dont think that i am in love as much as i think i just like being around him. i like his warmth. i honestly dont know how i feel about him.
I am going to Pennsylvania tomorrow adn i am trying to spend time with him today but that seems like it is not going to happen. he has been working late.
i think that it is going to be good for me to get away. taht way i'll have time to thin about what i want and how i feel.