well hmmm...

[i420piate]

well i try to keep faith in shit working out, and i will keep doing that, but i wont deny a lot of time i wonder how i make it, or how i will continue to do so... i gotta start paying car insurance soon... i dunno where that money is gonna come from...i just wished i was confident in my car and had a few hundred saved in the bank... but i dont...

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[t_w_i_g_g_y]

Oh and by the way have you thought about getting a day care for Matty to help out when both of you have to work or something? Since you're working you can get it pretty much paid for through 4-C. I've gone through them before and its pretty easy to get.

that would be erins territory

[i420piate]

she sould check into that then... that would help... im under the impression from her that wed have to pay... i think she said that cause her mom claimed mattox this year well for this years check so last year... but i think for the new year erin could claim him and get help

[starmarie]

yeah but i hate daycare. i dont want my son murdered or in the middle of a meth lab. maybe when he is older, old enough to at least tell me whats going on there. i know all daycares arent bad, but i hated it when i was a kid and there are just too many weirdoes, i want my son to be around friends and family as much as possible. i wish i could just find a babysitter, but i dont know anyone.

[i420piate]

a babysitter would be nice

[princessss]

God, I hated day care too when I was a kid. But my mom really had no choice, so my brother and I were always in some different day care somewhere.

yeah

[i420piate]

i was in daycare for a lil bit... and i could be completly wrong but in a way this makes since... now erin and holly bear with me... i know from living with her erin isnt too much of a outgoing person... she wont answer the phone for a certain reason or something... and holly... you dont seem to talk so much in social events except when theres enough people around that everyone wont focus on you... maybe im wrong, but it just seems your more talkative when alot of people are around... and those types of personalities would hate daycare... but i think matty likes being around other kids... i did! i know that much.. as long as we can trust who theyre with, being around other kids would be only a positive thing for mattox... hes always around adults after work that are tired or just wanna watch tv... im not saying they dont play with him over there, theyre great to him... but i just know hed have so much fun around other kids... its just so expensive... i wish we knew someone like close that was like erins mom years ago... she supposedly

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[starmarie]

yeah i know he loves to be around children, but its just the fact that hes so small, its not just teh adults at daycare that worry me, its the other kids, you dunno how they behave, or what kind of behaviors will rub off onto our son. it would be ideal to ait until he is at leat old enough to understand his surroundings and be able to tell me what goes on, and for him to be the age that he knows if someone is doing something wrong. maybe im overprotective but i think if more parents were overprotective there would be a lot less fuck ups in the world.