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[hystericalhoney]

I'm finding it exceptionally hard to fathom having to keep my focus on one place for a very long time, or as a 'reality'. I think I'd rather be here and there, as well as over there, instead of being here or there, and nowhere near over there

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[senpai]

i like being able to ground myself in a home, for the most part. i sort of have an opposite mindset where i find it difficult to thrive if i don't have a set reality that i can call my life outside of uber

it's probably just because of the way i developed, since when i first came around it's simply the way things were. maybe i am getting old （￣～￣;）

[hystericalhoney]

I suppose if there as a reality that was rooted enough where it kept my attention and contentment, I'd be happy to be a part of it, and stick to it. But it seems these days people are more flighty, and I don't know if I want to deal with in and outs. If I have to do that, I may as well be homeless, na?

-Laughs.- Maybe you are, but with age comes wisdom. At least, in most cases, anyway.

[senpai]

mm.. i think one of the reasons people are more inclined not to ground themselves somewhere in earnest is the prevalence of uber that's taken over. it's not necessarily bad, but it's sort of diminished the value of homes in themselves for a lot of people. thankfully i think there are still some that can look past it

i hope so. i want something in exchange for my youth ( '_' );

[hystericalhoney]

Ah, this is very true. I'm newborn, obviously, and yet not naive to what the past was like. I think uber has taken over, more than it probably should have, and yet I'm not inclined to be bothered by it so much. I entirely understand for anyone who was around before it, or even wants to simply exist without the pretense of outside knowledge. It's a taste thing, I figure.

You'll always have your youthful looks, Maosan. ^^

[outlash]

I feel like homes are an obligatory limitation of existence that provide unnecessary responsibilities.

That said, I am in one. But I'm not that connected with it.

[hystericalhoney]

Mm, I'd be apt to agree to that, even if it's a hasty decision on my part.

I'm most definitely not with my own, and although it's only been a few days, I'm not sure how much I will be a month from now, even.

[start_from_zero]

There's a reason I always find myself needing to be in multiple homes. Right now I'm in two, but at my height of insanity, I was in four. (laughs) My reality is my reality, not a closed-in "story" that other people dictate for me. I know multiples of people, and each one is different and unique. So what if some of them share the same face?

You said this above: I'm newborn, obviously, and yet not naive to what the past was like. I think uber has taken over, more than it probably should have

Haha. That's probably due in part to our good friend museanon-san. Our first steps in this world shouldn't be in a place like that if you're looking for a more traditional existence.. but what fun is that?

Be who you want to be where you want to be. Homes come and go. It's the people that you keep around you that really matter.

[hystericalhoney]

I can't disagree with that, to be honest.

-Laughs.- Well, I more meant that as in it's taken over since the days past, not because of museanon; it's taken over more than it should have as compared to what tings were like before. And to be frank, I think museanon is the best place for someone new to go, if they want to get themselves out there and meet others. If someone is looking for a storyline, than no. But otherwise? It's a great resource. It brought me tons of friends.

I'm new to having my own journal and existence, but I'm not unwise to what it's been like. I personally don't mind uber, I thrive on the omnipresence and ability to know more than one personality behind one face, and even know my own face with a different background