Apr 30, 2006 20:41
I made it home a little bit ago. My mother allready called while I was stopping to pick up dinner to find out where I was. I said "I told you I'd be home late." to which she replied "Well, I didn't think you mean this late!" Hello! It was only 8pm. We had a 7 hour trip, shopped for food, ran into traffic issues. What did she expect? UGH! She drives me SO nuts! I just want to smack her sometimes.
I'm still doing really good. It will seem so weird not to see everyone again. I'm gonna miss a lot of people. Coming back to this sucks in some ways. But a lot of good has come from this weekend. I keep looking back and a lot of things make me smile.
Good things:
- Meeting lots of friends, even a lot of really cute ones
- Finding a cubby to play with and have him rave about how good I am with my hands.
- Being majorly cruised by a young, cute guy
- Having great fun dancing
- Getting over my self-consciousness to be able to dance shirtless and even having the photographer want to take a picture
- Being confident enough to tell one of the guys I was interested in that I wanted to play
- Having guys tell me I'm attractive
- Hanging out with friend I wouldn't have gotten to otherwise
- Having friends actually think of me to include me in plans
- Going swimming and not feeling self-conscious at all
and, tho I'm sure there's more I should list, most importantly...
- Having no regrets
- Not letting any of the negative things mean anything or overpower the good things
Now to relax and finish eating. Tomorrow I'll try to get the pics up on my Flickr page.
bear trek