Hate

Nov 24, 2003 23:18

I think I made someone hate me today... in a way... I hope I did. I don't want her coming back for me to get in her way again. Thats all I do, is cause her to be confused, I just get in her way, I get in everyone's way. I just cause her pain, regret, guilt... I just stand in her fucking way. I'm too much of a bother for anyone, and I don't ( Read more... )

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*I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 25 2003, 12:38:41 UTC
...and I'm always here when you need someone to talk to.

::hugs::

Emily

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 25 2003, 13:10:10 UTC
Thanks emo, its needed, I don't want to talk though, I just want to forget... why can't everything go well for once. I fucked up a great friendship because of my greed... she was becoming my best friend, and I flushed it all away just because being more "Felt so right" Ihate myself.

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 25 2003, 13:30:07 UTC
Don't hate yourself. I always fuck everything up, too. My Japan trip is the world's hugest failure...

<3

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 25 2003, 17:25:06 UTC
awww, well you can come live with me and we'll be losers together, though I think Bill wouldn't be cool with that.

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 03:01:04 UTC
I don't think he'd mind. He could come visit and molest us both. (^_^)*

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 03:31:09 UTC
;_;! No Yaoi! No! No! No! wait... would that mean I get to molest you even when isn't around? ^_^

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 04:06:14 UTC
No... it means I get to molest you!

I'm bigger.

(^_____^)

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 04:08:34 UTC
... I think you underestimate my strength and ability.

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 04:15:40 UTC
I think you underestimate my molesting power!!!

(^_^)*

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 04:36:38 UTC
... no... I doubt that. I over estimate your molesting power, in my mind your molesting power involves sucking and lots tongue action while you strip me naked with your teeth... oh yeah.. and you have cute bunny ears on and a school girl outfit.

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 04:39:43 UTC
I was kind of thinking you'd look better in that outfit...

...and my molestation power involves dressing you like that. (^_^)

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 04:41:28 UTC
HAHAHAHA. I'm not Uke! I just look good in women's clothing... ask the girls that dated me... I got hit on way more than they ever did, by guys and girls, the guys were about 75 to 25 (75 straight, 25 gay)

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 04:42:55 UTC
I'll hit on you if you dress like a girlie. (^_^)

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 04:45:02 UTC
Hitting on me isn't a good idea. Unless you want to be hardcore molested. And besides, I like doing those sorts of things in a skirt ^_~

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... seguchi_aya November 26 2003, 04:47:17 UTC
Dude- you can't put up a fight in a skirt and heels. I'll just bend you over and...

(^_~)

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Re: *I* love you, Ben... hybr1db31ng November 26 2003, 04:48:34 UTC
please use lube, well, at least some tongue action first. I'll return the favor. ^_~

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