Hate
I think I made someone hate me today... in a way... I hope I did. I don't want her coming back for me to get in her way again. Thats all I do, is cause her to be confused, I just get in her way, I get in everyone's way. I just cause her pain, regret, guilt... I just stand in her fucking way. I'm too much of a bother for anyone, and I don't understand why, except at moments like these... "This... is me... at my MOST, Massichistic." I'm worthless.