sitting at home..
i slept so well last night. i only sleep well if i have smoked a few bowls due to my back. my back is so fucked. i dont like pills. pills scare me, leave traces of god knows what in your body, and some pills prescribed to me in the past have left me passed out on my floor; therefore, my "aspirin" of choice is weed. yes, marijuana. not only does it weirdly curve my appetite, it also helps my back relax and quit bothering me at night. usually my back hurts and bugs me to the point where it's impossible to fall asleep. it really sucks. i used to be one of those kids who thought that marijuana was for burn-outs who would do nothing but eat doritos and sit on the couch watching animal planet. i used to think that it was so bad for me and i would lose motivation in life. i now see that society's opinion on marijuana was what parents threw down their child's throat everyday so they wouldn't fall victim to weed. now, i think that weed does a lot of good things. i must admit, last semester i received the best grades ever in my college career and i was pretty stoned most the time. i also have been told by my journalism professors that i am a great writer and i am going to go far. hearing nice things about my writing gives me the most giggly feeling ever. i feel like a kid again. i never was a teacher's pet ever growing up, but i feel here i deserve to be recognized..finally, it really feels great. let me just have this one time to just sit here and smile about something wonderful that has come my way. so yeah, i really support marijuana and i really think im going to look into a prescription for it so i cannot be fucked with. i just dont get why it's illegal, alcohol was illegal at one point in time, but we now accept it and tons of people die due to drunk drivers..stupid asses. or cigarettes..yuck. they hurt my head, make you smell weird, and your skin, teeth, fingernails..hello yellow color. cigarettes definitely fuck people up, they can fuck babies up, they can just fuck everyone up eventually..or i guess there are some rare cases where people didn't get fucked up..like that one old guy who smoked cigars for 100s of years and never died..but whatever..im just thinking weed is the way to go. haha.
kat and geoff came over last night! and kelly! kelly is home from boot camp and is officially an army reserve girl. i personally would never join the army, i have a lot of opinions about the army, but i dont want to write about that now and get bummed so moving on. kelly is home, today is her birthday, and im happy to see her again, she has been my only true friend up here in sacramento it seems. ive known her for a long long time now..since ive moved up here, since chris was in all his bands, such a long history kelly and i have built it's amazing. she may get deployed to iraq or somewhere..i hope she stays safe. im sure she learned how to survive in boot camp cause she socked chris in his chest one night and he was hurting..so i wouldn't mess with her.
haha. im glad kat and geoff met kelly and she met them. i love introducing people to other people. mixing friends is fun! chris and i really enjoy our new friends kat and geoff. they are such nice, giving, caring people and it's sort of weird for chris and i to have people be our friends who aren't raging douche bags. we want to decorate our house with pictures of the city and also san francisco graffiti and of course beautiful pictures of the city. i can't wait..just waiting on my financial aid..still.
today is chris's first official day of working from home. so far, it's pretty cool because we went to lunch together, and he says hi to me when he pops out of his "office" (our bedroom) to take mini-breaks. it's nice to know he is here because sometimes i get freaked out when im home alone..im weird.
i have work tonight and ill probably just do homework and relax, that sounds nice to me.
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kat and geoff came over last night! and kelly! kelly is home from boot camp and is officially an army reserve girl. i personally would never join the army, i have a lot of opinions about the army, but i dont want to write about that now and get bummed so moving on. kelly is home, today is her birthday, and im happy to see her again, she has been my only true friend up here in sacramento it seems. ive known her for a long long time now..since ive moved up here, since chris was in all his bands, such a long history kelly and i have built it's amazing. she may get deployed to iraq or somewhere..i hope she stays safe. im sure she learned how to survive in boot camp cause she socked chris in his chest one night and he was hurting..so i wouldn't mess with her.
haha. im glad kat and geoff met kelly and she met them. i love introducing people to other people. mixing friends is fun! chris and i really enjoy our new friends kat and geoff. they are such nice, giving, caring people and it's sort of weird for chris and i to have people be our friends who aren't raging douche bags. we want to decorate our house with pictures of the city and also san francisco graffiti and of course beautiful pictures of the city. i can't wait..just waiting on my financial aid..still.
today is chris's first official day of working from home. so far, it's pretty cool because we went to lunch together, and he says hi to me when he pops out of his "office" (our bedroom) to take mini-breaks. it's nice to know he is here because sometimes i get freaked out when im home alone..im weird.
i have work tonight and ill probably just do homework and relax, that sounds nice to me.
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