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[hxc_like_gum]

The most unfortunate of feelings

Is that your loved one's

surely killing any joy that

finally manifested

Im not a man she says

I am weak or so she thinks

and we all know men aren't men without their strength

It's like getting the death sentance

because it's no longer your decision

wether or not your life's of worth

so should I dig up 6 feet of earth

in one more self righteous burst

of love that's triggered...

I want to die die die
cause my life is a lie
or so I portray it for,
all of you who try,
try try try, to understand
why
and comfort me sometimes,
--why?
please brother find forgiveness
cause I know Iam a sinner
and everything Im fucking has become a waste