Dec 05, 2005 23:41
The most unfortunate of feelings
Is knowing that your love
Is killing off the joy that has
finally manifested
"Im not a man" she says...
I am weak
and men are not men with out their strength
Ive come so far In feeling free
and it's really taking me
that everything that I lacked was given
and it's no longer my decision
If I lose it, then I welcome my past back
there should atleast be some form of physical gratification in choosing to die...
even though nothing could ever keep me high like,
looking in your eyes and finally being free from any misery
Well I say im god damned.