your right in one thing.. and that is that I was and still am disgusted with your guys behavior and attitude...
But, believe it or not, your not the only people that entry was about...
I had a falling out with certain other "numbers" (I named no one which I guess was a mistake because I have this thing with writing things in between lines and being metaphorical)
either way I'll take this time to interpret things for you:
1)
--he see's the people he is around as numbers-- ( A way of saying that someone is statistical/stratigic)
2)
--I hate the other numbers that thrive in this confusion-- (I hate the other people)
3)
--I hope that the two people I see responsible for this burn in the worst way possible-- (well mr. "im so fucking concieted" this is not directed twoards you, niether were the "fuck you's or the "god damn you to hell")
4)
--and I hope you know who you are when you read or hear of this...do not fuck with me anymore, ever again... or I will harm you.-- ( I guess this is the part that really threw you off...and it's my fault I tend to over estimate people's competence for understanding what I mean and how I go about saying. Contrary to popular belief your not the only person that reads my LJ... I know, I know... its alot to take in, I mean I was shocked to really. But, yea happen to know of certain people who are always reading it and telling me how "cool" or "awesome" it is... wether or not you can comprehend who these people are or not I don't really care, but really now... its not rocket science.)
There you have it... I walked you through the part that you seemed to be most misguided on... Let me clarify this much though
"If one choses to be a pacisfist then must he pursue troubles...especially when the only thing he cares about is what takes care of his mortal flesh...he risks having his flesh cut...so he is not a pacisfist, he is nothing more then an instigator, a selfish, self gratifying instigator The other choses to build relationships on respect...he see's the people he is around as numbers, certain numbers that change quidkly, as quickly as he decides them to. He shows no respect so he has no friends.
A place that I used to go to...to enjoy the company of these two...has been corroded by each others diffrences...the effects have made me feel that I am completely covered in rust.
I will no longer go there...
I have lost all respect for them"
--That much is directed twoards you, I will not appologize for it because it's the truth... it's what I was shown and dealt with for a couple weeks until I finally just got way to pissed off over hearing everyday, and to increasing degree's I might add--
Now having said that... we should all be on the same page with it... I disgusted with how you guys were acting and conspiring and all the shit that was being talked about on both sides... wether you want to admit it not, but I just don't get pissed off over nothing... especially something as serious as this, if I was something that I didn't give a fuck about I would have never even bothered typing anything to begin with and just flat out out told you "fuck you"... but again we all know this wasn't the case.
If you don't like what I've said, hey get over it, I don't like alot of things either.
dispute with what you want... let the anger sulk and turn to depression for all I care... I don't want anything to do with it anymore.. at all
hey buddy, dont have a cow over it. long posts arent flashy. i know what your post meant, shithead. when i know the top part is about me then how the fuck am i not gonna think that the bottom part is about me when its fits the scenario??? call me a retard or an idiot all you want but im just not psychic like you.
But, believe it or not, your not the only people that entry was about...
I had a falling out with certain other "numbers" (I named no one which I guess was a mistake because I have this thing with writing things in between lines and being metaphorical)
either way I'll take this time to interpret things for you:
1)
--he see's the people he is around as numbers--
( A way of saying that someone is statistical/stratigic)
2)
--I hate the other numbers that thrive in this confusion--
(I hate the other people)
3)
--I hope that the two people I see responsible for this burn in the worst way possible--
(well mr. "im so fucking concieted" this is not directed twoards you, niether were the "fuck you's or the "god damn you to hell")
4)
--and I hope you know who you are when you read or hear of this...do not fuck with me anymore, ever again... or I will harm you.--
( I guess this is the part that really threw you off...and it's my fault I tend to over estimate people's competence for understanding what I mean and how I go about saying. Contrary to popular belief your not the only person that reads my LJ... I know, I know... its alot to take in, I mean I was shocked to really. But, yea happen to know of certain people who are always reading it and telling me how "cool" or "awesome" it is... wether or not you can comprehend who these people are or not I don't really care, but really now... its not rocket science.)
There you have it... I walked you through the part that you seemed to be most misguided on...
Let me clarify this much though
"If one choses to be a pacisfist then must he pursue troubles...especially when the only thing he cares about is what takes care of his mortal flesh...he risks having his flesh cut...so he is not a pacisfist, he is nothing more then an instigator, a selfish, self gratifying instigator
The other choses to build relationships on respect...he see's the people he is around as numbers, certain numbers that change quidkly, as quickly as he decides them to. He shows no respect so he has no friends.
A place that I used to go to...to enjoy the company of these two...has been corroded by each others diffrences...the effects have made me feel that I am completely covered in rust.
I will no longer go there...
I have lost all respect for them"
--That much is directed twoards you, I will not appologize for it because it's the truth... it's what I was shown and dealt with for a couple weeks until I finally just got way to pissed off over hearing everyday, and to increasing degree's I might add--
Now having said that... we should all be on the same page with it... I disgusted with how you guys were acting and conspiring and all the shit that was being talked about on both sides... wether you want to admit it not, but I just don't get pissed off over nothing... especially something as serious as this, if I was something that I didn't give a fuck about I would have never even bothered typing anything to begin with and just flat out out told you "fuck you"... but again we all know this wasn't the case.
If you don't like what I've said, hey get over it, I don't like alot of things either.
dispute with what you want... let the anger sulk and turn to depression for all I care... I don't want anything to do with it anymore.. at all
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call me a retard or an idiot all you want but im just not psychic like you.
yours truly,
andy pandy
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