Sep 09, 2005 01:17
For some odd reason, I all of a sudden really want a tattoo. I don't know what or where, though. It has to be hidden, for various reasons, and it has to be meaningful, for the sole reason that it will be with me through all of my years, and something that permanent better mean something. After all, we don't spend the rest of our lives with someone we think is "cute", right? Any suggestions?
I miss high school. Not because of the classes, or the homework, or the drama. But I miss being around friends all the time. Now I have to schedule time to be with people...and I don't like that. And really, I only have time for people that mean a lot to me, and I miss all the people that I just conveniently saw at school. I don't know, I'm talking out of my ass right now.
I smell really good. Like Nikki's pearberry spray, which makes me want to (1) eat my neck and (2) go buy some. I'd like to buy some coconut lime as well. That shit is delicious. And speaking of buying stuff, I need a purse large enough to hold my books. Because I'm not a backpack gal, but I'm kinda lazy and get sick of carrying my stuff. I also need new shoes. I'd like a new pair of flip flops (which I'm willing to spend more than $10 on this time around, because I'm sick of them wearing out too fast) and some tennis shoes. I'd like a new bra, but they're just too expensive. Maybe when I win the lottery. (haha, just kidding). Oh yeah, I need new makeup. I'm running out and I didn't like the stuff I had before anyway, so I want new kinds. Oh, and a planner, because I feel all unorganized. I think those are the essentials.
So, my downloaded versions of the Killers are live. And I didn't know that. And I'm sorry to say this, but they kinda suck live.
As far as the "smitten" situation, I don't really know what's going on. It might be nothing, and I'm just being paranoid. And it might be over, and I'm too dumb to see it. Either way, I'm giving it time before I go psycho-girl again.
Guess what??? The fair's coming!!!! I'm so excited this year, I don't know why. I guess because I was always a poor kid, so whenever we went (which was like, once a year, if that), we never had much money, and could ride like one ride and get a soda. So now that I have a job and money and a car, I can go whenever I want and eat all the greasy nasty fair food I want. Nikki and I are supposed to go for a whole day and eat all the fair food we can stand. Anybody wanna go?
Ooooooh!! I won $5 on a scratcher today. I'm addicted to those things. The crossword one...I love it.