yamapi seems so different from all the other 'idols'; he just seems so real and genuine. i read yesterday about what he'd like to do if he was a woman and he spoke about wanting to get dressed up and get hit once or twice by guys (although not all the time), and there was something he said about how he wouldn't want to be too sought after by men if he was a girl because it would worry the boyfriend/husband. that was real sweet!!
AND THAT, was the deal sealer for me! besides the fact that he doesn't like pretty girls just because they're pretty alone.
i guess it's amazing ~ there's always this conception and most often than not it's true, that most pretty boys are real players who love with their eyes and i swear this boy has limitless choice but he just seems different from them. and sometimes i'm like thinking, "yamapi you're fucking amazing...you have the world at your feet and you seem so grounded (not a lof of kids in your position can do that and maintain integrity)!" young hollywood would have been sexing themselves up, snorting powder up their nose and flinging designer gear of their shoulders like it's tissue. i guess if i could i'd tell him not to smoke too haha.
and thank you for your concern, it means a lot esp. because i barely know you either but i'm really thankful for it ~ the issues are still there and i'm trying to accept the reality of my situation and continue to live on with a strong mind and a positive attitude. the support of my friends just continuing to hang on with me has been so touching. recently, i've seen everything from kids who've said hi to you before smirk at the sight of you and pretend they don't know you and strangers who yell abuse and laugh at you as they pass you. i swear if word got around that i got a distinction or won a car, people wouldn't have that much fun.
seeing the bad side of humans; well you learn from it and understand others better although you do get cynical and disgusted at the same time. honestly, it's a fucking terrible experience but everything i've learnt is invaluable and i'm grateful for it, and i'm not dead yet so i'm glad haha.
oops, i wrote an essay here. i talk waaaaay too much haha.
AND THAT, was the deal sealer for me! besides the fact that he doesn't like pretty girls just because they're pretty alone.
i guess it's amazing ~ there's always this conception and most often than not it's true, that most pretty boys are real players who love with their eyes and i swear this boy has limitless choice but he just seems different from them. and sometimes i'm like thinking, "yamapi you're fucking amazing...you have the world at your feet and you seem so grounded (not a lof of kids in your position can do that and maintain integrity)!"
young hollywood would have been sexing themselves up, snorting powder up their nose and flinging designer gear of their shoulders like it's tissue.
i guess if i could i'd tell him not to smoke too haha.
and thank you for your concern, it means a lot esp. because i barely know you either but i'm really thankful for it ~ the issues are still there and i'm trying to accept the reality of my situation and continue to live on with a strong mind and a positive attitude. the support of my friends just continuing to hang on with me has been so touching. recently, i've seen everything from kids who've said hi to you before smirk at the sight of you and pretend they don't know you and strangers who yell abuse and laugh at you as they pass you. i swear if word got around that i got a distinction or won a car, people wouldn't have that much fun.
seeing the bad side of humans; well you learn from it and understand others better although you do get cynical and disgusted at the same time. honestly, it's a fucking terrible experience but everything i've learnt is invaluable and i'm grateful for it, and i'm not dead yet so i'm glad haha.
oops, i wrote an essay here. i talk waaaaay too much haha.
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