Thats it I'm done with this...
Im so sick of everything
so sick of having to look behind my back every 5 secs just in case...
sick of being afraid that someone will get hurt...
want to scream and cry and yell and die just so i can get some peace....
sick of living with guilt thats not even mine to have..
so sick of having things unsaid..
sick of needing, desperatly needing to say my piece so i can move on with my life....
sick of hurting people i care about because they remind me of the pain inflicted by sumone i loved....
so sick of being scared that history will repeat itself and ill end up back where i was before, crying on a friends hardwood floor with my back against their bedroom door, trying not to let everyone see, how sumone they dispise so much, sumone who they say isn’t right for me, sumone who is supposed to love me, can hurt me just like they warned.... ….they were right..
so sick of having to look behind my back every 5 secs just in case...
sick of being afraid that someone will get hurt...
want to scream and cry and yell and die just so i can get some peace....
sick of living with guilt thats not even mine to have..
so sick of having things unsaid..
sick of needing, desperatly needing to say my piece so i can move on with my life....
sick of hurting people i care about because they remind me of the pain inflicted by sumone i loved....
so sick of being scared that history will repeat itself and ill end up back where i was before, crying on a friends hardwood floor with my back against their bedroom door, trying not to let everyone see, how sumone they dispise so much, sumone who they say isn’t right for me, sumone who is supposed to love me, can hurt me just like they warned.... ….they were right..