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Why do I suddenly care about marriage?
It's like everytime Jav says something negative about it, I wanna cry or I just feel upset.
I know I don't want to now but it bothers me when he says stuff.
For example, yesterday his dad was saying that some insurance or something would be less if he was 25 or married and Jav's reply was "I better hurry up and turn 25 then." and I got upset about it. But I had to act like non of it bothered me while I was there and I refuse to talk Jav about it.
I feel stupid.
It's like everytime Jav says something negative about it, I wanna cry or I just feel upset.
I know I don't want to now but it bothers me when he says stuff.
For example, yesterday his dad was saying that some insurance or something would be less if he was 25 or married and Jav's reply was "I better hurry up and turn 25 then." and I got upset about it. But I had to act like non of it bothered me while I was there and I refuse to talk Jav about it.
I feel stupid.