ain't drowned yet

Jan 29, 2009 13:25

Here I am, driving a large budget truck from long island into brooklyn. Making a 2 day haul for my uncle/ former not employer. Not sure where the greater percentage lies between whether he needs me for this or if he's throwing me a bone. Either way I hope it means were ok again. Although I know he's still hurt but I'm hoping he understands I had to leave, just not the way I did.
Anyways, in front of me lies a map, like a video game, with multiple doors, or paths, that I can choose, except half of them are locked. What will I do with my newly reached sense of limited freedom? I cat leave the state as I'm facing jail time, but otherwise there's so many paths I can take.
Not sure if I'm really ready for a relationship right now, as majority of my free time will soon be allocated to other venues. And there's only one female interest right now and she has even less free time and lives 2 hours away. I'm just not good at poker. I either get dealt a shitty set of cards or I can't seem to make a good hand with what I've got or I take too big a risk and it doesn't pan out.
But I'm not about to cash in my chips, just change my strategy. So what's next for this kid? Who knows, keep tuned in to find out, b/c whatever it is I can guarantee it won't be boring.
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