on the road again
Here I go again. A new winter is upon me, but I'm not happy...at all..in fact, I'm on the verge of having a break down. I hate 1/2 of my life. Love my friends, but that's it. I hate my job, I hate being broke, and I hate being alone. I'm afraid that if I don't quit soon I'll end up hating my Uncle. And I don't want that. I just don't know how much longer I can do this. I hate feeling this way, all this negative energy. Maybe I just need to quit and try batending somewhere in the city for awhile till I can figure out what I want to do...how the hell did I let things get this far?