I hate the Army
I hate the Army. Flat out. There is no other way to put it. There arent words to describe how bad the Army is, but I will try to write out a few in the few minutes I have til I go back to this retarded thing they call *work*.
I just want to stab every person that is higher ranking than me. It is all bullshit. Im at work and there are 3 ppl from another company and then myself. One of the Chief officers comes in and talks to the Sgt from the other company and tells him that he doesnt have to go this NCO thing they were making him go to. Then he tells the other two soldiers that they dont have to go to the field next week with their company. AT this point Im getting pretty happy because im thinking im getting out of it too. Wrong. He tells me that I still have to go to the field next week, while everyone else there gets to sit and do basically nothing. So when my company goes to the field, I have to go with them. And when the shit im working on goes to the field, I have to go with it too. I probably wont be able to go home because I cant go to the range because Im doing this. But because it is convenient for them to drag me out and do what they want, then its all good. When my company gets comp time or incentives for doing well, do you think i will get them? Fuck no, because I will be doing the other thing. I swear to god when I get out of the Army in 32 months, Im going to piss on all of my military shit and then burn it. This is the worst job in the world, if anyone out there is even remotely considering joining, please take my advice to heart and slap yourself in the face for even considering it. I would honestly rather be picking up dog shit for a living then doing this. We get treated like pieces of fucking garbage. We are fighting to protect the freedoms of the "civilian" world, yet we have less freedom than anything I can think of. We are supposed to work and work and work and make all the higher ups look good so they can get commendation for it, but what do we get? A fucking pat on the back? All the higher ups expect you to respect them and be there fucking bitch and do whatever they say, but when we ask for a hint of fucking respect, we are basically told to fuck off. If you want anything done, you have to do it yourself, but you cant because then you get bitched at. You cant go to the bastards that are high above you, because you are *jumping your chain of command*, but if you go through the chain of command, the message will never reach it. Its a fucking endless cycle of getting lied to and stabbed in the back. Sometimes I wish I could go back 16 months and beat the living shit out of myself for joining. I have never been so miserable as I now am in the Army. Ive never been more emotionally and mentally distraught than I am at present day. Theres so much bad shit going on here, and more going on at home, and I cant make any of them better.
Im just a piece of meat being torn apart day after day...
I just want to stab every person that is higher ranking than me. It is all bullshit. Im at work and there are 3 ppl from another company and then myself. One of the Chief officers comes in and talks to the Sgt from the other company and tells him that he doesnt have to go this NCO thing they were making him go to. Then he tells the other two soldiers that they dont have to go to the field next week with their company. AT this point Im getting pretty happy because im thinking im getting out of it too. Wrong. He tells me that I still have to go to the field next week, while everyone else there gets to sit and do basically nothing. So when my company goes to the field, I have to go with them. And when the shit im working on goes to the field, I have to go with it too. I probably wont be able to go home because I cant go to the range because Im doing this. But because it is convenient for them to drag me out and do what they want, then its all good. When my company gets comp time or incentives for doing well, do you think i will get them? Fuck no, because I will be doing the other thing. I swear to god when I get out of the Army in 32 months, Im going to piss on all of my military shit and then burn it. This is the worst job in the world, if anyone out there is even remotely considering joining, please take my advice to heart and slap yourself in the face for even considering it. I would honestly rather be picking up dog shit for a living then doing this. We get treated like pieces of fucking garbage. We are fighting to protect the freedoms of the "civilian" world, yet we have less freedom than anything I can think of. We are supposed to work and work and work and make all the higher ups look good so they can get commendation for it, but what do we get? A fucking pat on the back? All the higher ups expect you to respect them and be there fucking bitch and do whatever they say, but when we ask for a hint of fucking respect, we are basically told to fuck off. If you want anything done, you have to do it yourself, but you cant because then you get bitched at. You cant go to the bastards that are high above you, because you are *jumping your chain of command*, but if you go through the chain of command, the message will never reach it. Its a fucking endless cycle of getting lied to and stabbed in the back. Sometimes I wish I could go back 16 months and beat the living shit out of myself for joining. I have never been so miserable as I now am in the Army. Ive never been more emotionally and mentally distraught than I am at present day. Theres so much bad shit going on here, and more going on at home, and I cant make any of them better.
Im just a piece of meat being torn apart day after day...