Jan 15, 2006 14:11
Im sittin here, not sure what to do, not sure where to go. Not just at the present time, but for the future as well. Im supposed to go to a concert in a few hours, that I would normally be so stoked to go to in the states, but for some reason Im just not feeling it. Its free, and its a band Ive seen before and I love their music, but I just dont know why Im not there. I guess im just getting tired of being in Korea. Im getting tired of never knowing where Im at once I leave post, every building looks the same, partially because I cant read Korean to save my life. I cant tell a strip club from a church over here, its really sad. I just really want to go home and see my family. I want to see my dad so bad it hurts. I havent seen family in over a year and its really starting to get to me. If the Army denied my leave I swear I will snap on someone. They already denied my pass for Christmas because I didnt have an updated range score. What the fuck kinda shit is that. I was going to go to Seoul for Christmas, but I couldnt because they put me in a training class that I didnt want to be in, and since Im in it, I cant go to the range because i would miss training, and therefore I couldnt go on pass. I kinda got the shitty end of the stick, dont ya think?
Anyways, Im going to go now, hopefully I hear from people, just so I know someone out there cares.
Laterz