I am not an eskimo!
My God, did it snow this weekend. I took lots of pictures that I will post soon.
I went out on Friday cause of the threat of snow for the weekend. I was pleasantly surprised to get a message from Tony on my machine when I got home. I didn't call him back cause I got home late. Tony, I called you back on Saturday and spoke with a guy who told me you were at work. I left my name.
I will call you tonight.
Well, not much to say other than I couldn't really go out. So it would have been a good opportunity to do tons of stuff in the house, which I didn't feel like doing either. I watched some episodes of Alias with the kids. They totally freak over that show. Yesterday, I watched the entire fucking season of real world road rules challenge. I couldn't stop watching it. Actually we were all watching. I have no idea what draws me to that show. I need to cancel my direct TV. This behavior is disturbing.......
I haven't exercised either. I don't know what my problem is. No motivation to do anything.
Sometimes, well most times, I am unstoppable. Lately, I can't even get a running start.
I wouldn't call it seasonal depression. I think it's just that the cold tires me out so much since I have to travel about 4 hours a day in it. When I get home, I just want to warm up. But I also want to look rocking for the summer, so now is the time to do it. I know what my body is capable of and how it reacts to different exercises. So I just need to get over the hump. But January is pretty much over and time is ticking..........I have five months!
I shoveled the entire driveway out, from top to the street so Ronnie can get in when he got home from work. He had to take my car cause it is front wheel drive. I was very impressed with myself. In years past, I would shovel for 10 minutes and feel like I was going to fall over from exhaustion. I was out there for almost two hours and I was fine. Today, my arms aren't even sore. This taking care of myself and non self- destructive - drinking till i'm smashed, smoking till I can't breath behavior is paying off.
Ronnie got home and saw what I did and was in awe. I did have help from Ricky too, but I did most of it.
My kids are the best, by the way. They actually take pride in helping me do anything. They ask me to help. My son especially. He loves to vacuum. Any time I am doing something, he usually asks me if I need help. Amanda loves helping me cook. Where the hell did they come from. Maybe they were switched with my real kids in the hospital cause I know me and Laura were the laziest kids when we were their ages. Our parents had to beat us in order for us to help out. We despised it.
Who knows. So far, the curse that your mom puts on you when your young hasn't happened. The one when they say "I hope you have kids exactly like you". Ha ha, Mom! They are nothing like me, nothing! I guess God has pity on me for what I went through with her! I guess the curse is void since she is NUTS.
Yum, I had the best soup for lunch today. Chicken pot pie. It's heaven in a cup.
Okay, so my life is pretty boring at the moment and I'm just rambling. I wish more was going on so I didn't sound so lame. But that's it for now.................
I went out on Friday cause of the threat of snow for the weekend. I was pleasantly surprised to get a message from Tony on my machine when I got home. I didn't call him back cause I got home late. Tony, I called you back on Saturday and spoke with a guy who told me you were at work. I left my name.
I will call you tonight.
Well, not much to say other than I couldn't really go out. So it would have been a good opportunity to do tons of stuff in the house, which I didn't feel like doing either. I watched some episodes of Alias with the kids. They totally freak over that show. Yesterday, I watched the entire fucking season of real world road rules challenge. I couldn't stop watching it. Actually we were all watching. I have no idea what draws me to that show. I need to cancel my direct TV. This behavior is disturbing.......
I haven't exercised either. I don't know what my problem is. No motivation to do anything.
Sometimes, well most times, I am unstoppable. Lately, I can't even get a running start.
I wouldn't call it seasonal depression. I think it's just that the cold tires me out so much since I have to travel about 4 hours a day in it. When I get home, I just want to warm up. But I also want to look rocking for the summer, so now is the time to do it. I know what my body is capable of and how it reacts to different exercises. So I just need to get over the hump. But January is pretty much over and time is ticking..........I have five months!
I shoveled the entire driveway out, from top to the street so Ronnie can get in when he got home from work. He had to take my car cause it is front wheel drive. I was very impressed with myself. In years past, I would shovel for 10 minutes and feel like I was going to fall over from exhaustion. I was out there for almost two hours and I was fine. Today, my arms aren't even sore. This taking care of myself and non self- destructive - drinking till i'm smashed, smoking till I can't breath behavior is paying off.
Ronnie got home and saw what I did and was in awe. I did have help from Ricky too, but I did most of it.
My kids are the best, by the way. They actually take pride in helping me do anything. They ask me to help. My son especially. He loves to vacuum. Any time I am doing something, he usually asks me if I need help. Amanda loves helping me cook. Where the hell did they come from. Maybe they were switched with my real kids in the hospital cause I know me and Laura were the laziest kids when we were their ages. Our parents had to beat us in order for us to help out. We despised it.
Who knows. So far, the curse that your mom puts on you when your young hasn't happened. The one when they say "I hope you have kids exactly like you". Ha ha, Mom! They are nothing like me, nothing! I guess God has pity on me for what I went through with her! I guess the curse is void since she is NUTS.
Yum, I had the best soup for lunch today. Chicken pot pie. It's heaven in a cup.
Okay, so my life is pretty boring at the moment and I'm just rambling. I wish more was going on so I didn't sound so lame. But that's it for now.................