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R.I.P. King of Pop.
You will be remembered and loved forever.

Beyonce put this in words way better than I ever could, so I'll quote her:
"He was magic. He was what we all strive to be. He will always be the king of pop. For anyone who has ever seen, felt, or heard his art, we are all honoured to have been alive in this generation to experience the ( Read more... )

Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Handfull of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear

I've been dead since X-mas now anyway
So leave the flowers on my grave
There's sure a way you could join me any day now, honey

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I know
I can never get out of here
I don't want to just float in fear
A dead astronaut in space

Sometimes we walk like we were shot through our heads, my love
We write our song in space like we are already dead and gone

In my fear and flaws
I let myself down again
All because
I let myself down
In my fear and flaws

When did I lose my sense of purpose?
Can I regain what's lost inside?
Why do I feel like I deserve this?
Why does my pain look like my pride?

Exactly one year ago I met Ayabie for the first time.

Ah, this year, neither did I get to hear that super cute "Happy birthday...to you", nor did Aoi shake my hand and never let go but I still remember those moments so well, and hold those memories so dear. I'm going all "awww" reading my entry from one year ago^^;
I love 彩冷える so much.

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I'm in such a horrible mood it's not even funny, I don't even have words to describe this feeling. And I wish I could do something to change for the better as a human being, but at the moment it seems to be as far away from me as Japan is. Shit. I hate this. Though I'm not actually that angry. This is a combination of  depression, self-hatred, ( Read more... )

I stumbled upon some cover versions of various singers' songs in youtube.
Believe me, death metal can make Ricky Martin and Justin Timberlake songs brilliant.

Embedding is disabled, so click here and watch Ricky Martin's Living la vida loca death metal version! :'DDDDD The first 20 seconds are the best! \,,/ Voodoo DOLLS*deathvoice* \,,/ Check Ricky ( Read more... )

Into The West

Lay down
Your sweet and weary head
Night is falling
You have come to journey's end
Sleep now
And dream of the ones who came before
They are calling
From across a distant shore
Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see
All of your fears will pass away

Safe in my arms
You're only sleeping

What can you see
On ( Read more... )