Nov 10, 2004 15:54
I guess im really retarded...coz i need a tutor. and im failing Algebra 2. it's gay, i mean, it's not that i don't think that i need a tutor, it's more like my mom and the way she's telling me that i need one. she's always saying that im "messing around" in that class and i need to pay attention and shit. And wtf, that's not cool coz like i don't mess around or nething, i try so hard. i know that math isn't my best subject or anything, i hate it. i'd rather not take math anymore after this year. i fucking work my ass off, and i get a C. then, about tests, i do all of my review right and do the practice test my teacher passed out. that practice test even had the answers on it, and i checked and double checked my work and i got them all right! so wtf, i don't get it?! i study and then on tests, i fail them. i turn in all of my assignments, and when she asks for the notes, i have all of those too.
i was crying so hard. i am just struggling with tests. and it's not always like i don't understand it. i do when we first learn it, but then the next day, we move on and i just forget. i dunno, it's crappy. so i really need help. i think i'm gonna ask when my teacher can tutor me, like after school or at lunch on certain days. i know i need to do better and it kills me that i'm getting an F on tests and probably now a D or an F in the class over all.
anyways...i wanna call him so bad and talk to him. he gets me. i mean, i dunno if anyone else could really listen to me as well as he does. i just miss talking with him and stuff. he's one of those people that i know will always wanna listen, and wanna try to help me as much as he can. maybe i sound really weird, but i can't help how i feel.
a four day weekend!! :o) yay!!!! i have hella homework to do though, and i'm gonna do it all tonite coz i don't wanna have to do it all on Sunday night...
MONICA'S B-DAY IS TOMORROW!!!!
I sent her a present, a very good present, and I hope that she likes it! :o)
hhhmmm, im hungry, i think i need food.
xoxox,
Lyssa