Stress...
Today is the first day of school. I have night classes so I don't go in until tonight (Class from 5:30-8:15). I printed off four of the five syllabus from the classes and I have to say...
I don't think I can do this.
Looking at the assignments and all that, just glancing at it, I don't think I can pull this off. And that's without having the Biology one yet (and I figure that will be the hardest class for me). *sighs* I have this really heavy feeling in my heart and I know it's just nerves and that I'm starting all over where I am (no friends, no teachers I know, not even a campus I'm overly familiar with) but I feel antsy and I can't concentrate. I need to get some writing done today but nothing is coming because of these damn nerves. *sighs*
I'm hoping after I get home I'll be psyched and have this incredible burst of inspiration and be able to really plow through it. We'll have to see. For now... the hubby is going to take my daughter to the store and I'm going to use the quiet and see if I can calm myself enough to get some stuff done. Maybe after that I can make myself get some writing done.
Wish me luck all.
I don't think I can do this.
Looking at the assignments and all that, just glancing at it, I don't think I can pull this off. And that's without having the Biology one yet (and I figure that will be the hardest class for me). *sighs* I have this really heavy feeling in my heart and I know it's just nerves and that I'm starting all over where I am (no friends, no teachers I know, not even a campus I'm overly familiar with) but I feel antsy and I can't concentrate. I need to get some writing done today but nothing is coming because of these damn nerves. *sighs*
I'm hoping after I get home I'll be psyched and have this incredible burst of inspiration and be able to really plow through it. We'll have to see. For now... the hubby is going to take my daughter to the store and I'm going to use the quiet and see if I can calm myself enough to get some stuff done. Maybe after that I can make myself get some writing done.
Wish me luck all.