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Prompt 7A: What is the biggest contradiction(s) you live out?
Locked up tight from everyone
My God, you’re kidding right?
Shit, my life’s a walking talking fucking contradiction. Everything isn’t what it seems, nothing’s ever as normal as you think it is, and most importantly I’m never the guy you think I am.
The biggest contradiction that I’m living is being the guy everybody thinks I am. I’m your best friend one day, PA the next, and then I’m the guy who shoots you if he has to.
I’m never the same person twice especially when I’m working.
Everybody thinks I’m somebody else and nobody really knows me. Some days I don’t even think Sam gets me but that’s only on some days. A lot of people don’t get me but that’s okay because I don’t want people to know me, it’s easier if they don’t.
Most of the time people don’t like me because I’m blunt and I don’t give a shit or that’s what they think. There’s a reason I’m doing what I’m doing and it isn’t for shit and giggles, it’s to save lives and kill something that ought to be dead.
A lot of the time I’m “on” and I only very rarely let down the front because that’s what keeps me alive and keeps me at a distance from everyone and everything. In this job there’s no time for anything else and you have to be willing to sacrifice everything for what you do.
Dad made the sacrifice and I did too the moment I stayed with dad instead of running off when I could have; I had enough opportunities.
And I’m guessing you’re waiting for me to say that I sleep around because I can’t get close to someone and I’m scared of being that guy. Let me be honest with you, you wouldn’t be too far off the truth but I like sex and if I can get it without worrying about committing myself to somebody then why should I bother? They have fun and I have fun and I don’t see the problem. Not my fault people are uptight and have something against having fun.
There’s one truth you should know about me: my family always comes first and that’s the only thing about me that people will ever really get.
Biggest contradiction I live every day is being Dean Winchester, because let’s face it you never know when I’m "on" or just being myself and that’s exactly how I like it.
Muse : Dean Winchester
Fandom : Supernatural
Word Count : 405
Locked up tight from everyone
My God, you’re kidding right?
Shit, my life’s a walking talking fucking contradiction. Everything isn’t what it seems, nothing’s ever as normal as you think it is, and most importantly I’m never the guy you think I am.
The biggest contradiction that I’m living is being the guy everybody thinks I am. I’m your best friend one day, PA the next, and then I’m the guy who shoots you if he has to.
I’m never the same person twice especially when I’m working.
Everybody thinks I’m somebody else and nobody really knows me. Some days I don’t even think Sam gets me but that’s only on some days. A lot of people don’t get me but that’s okay because I don’t want people to know me, it’s easier if they don’t.
Most of the time people don’t like me because I’m blunt and I don’t give a shit or that’s what they think. There’s a reason I’m doing what I’m doing and it isn’t for shit and giggles, it’s to save lives and kill something that ought to be dead.
A lot of the time I’m “on” and I only very rarely let down the front because that’s what keeps me alive and keeps me at a distance from everyone and everything. In this job there’s no time for anything else and you have to be willing to sacrifice everything for what you do.
Dad made the sacrifice and I did too the moment I stayed with dad instead of running off when I could have; I had enough opportunities.
And I’m guessing you’re waiting for me to say that I sleep around because I can’t get close to someone and I’m scared of being that guy. Let me be honest with you, you wouldn’t be too far off the truth but I like sex and if I can get it without worrying about committing myself to somebody then why should I bother? They have fun and I have fun and I don’t see the problem. Not my fault people are uptight and have something against having fun.
There’s one truth you should know about me: my family always comes first and that’s the only thing about me that people will ever really get.
Biggest contradiction I live every day is being Dean Winchester, because let’s face it you never know when I’m "on" or just being myself and that’s exactly how I like it.
Muse : Dean Winchester
Fandom : Supernatural
Word Count : 405