Why Should I Love you?

May 12, 2006 21:14

I have to deal with this. I don't care how anymore. This is getting out of hand. Maybe it was the excrutiating pain in my side all day adding to it, but I came home this afternoon and almost threw up because of how sick I felt. It wasn't the pain that made me feel that way, I've felt worse before. I know why I felt so sick. And I can't allow this ( Read more... )

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hunter_raiu May 13 2006, 14:04:22 UTC
Well, my heart is too fucking slow.
/ma "Haste" <"Heart">
Damn...didn't work. Spell was interupted. DAMN YOU, REFLECT!!!

Seriously though, I really hope that quote of yours is true, because I have yet to see otherwise, and like I said it's taking too long.

No, I'm not blaming you for anything, Aura. If anything I'm blaming your father, but not even him that much. School is never a good place to talk about anything, and it makes everything feel more uncomfortable. I'm not withdrawing from social life, I'm just leaving the things that EVERY DAY make me sick and ruin my day. I don't think that's a very illogical way to think. Crush in the way Knight puts it is one of those words that to me make perfectly good descriptions of their definition, if it wasn't for our society's slaughtering of the meaning. What you describe above SHOULD be how it should be interpreted, and yes, it applies here. However our culture uses that word not just for that, but for those casual, "hey, she's pretty hawt, I'm thinking of asking her out sooner or later." or "man, it'd be nice to talk to her." So whenever I here that word used to describe my situation, I can't help but feel underminded. I know in it's true definition it applies, but nonetheless I wish there was another word.

/sea "Crush"
Damn...didn't work.

/sea "Curaga IV"
Damn...didn't work.

/ja "Majin Gakire"
Ah...there we go...

-Dusk
Axiru

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aurora_aura May 13 2006, 20:11:07 UTC
I feel bad for your feeling bad, if that makes any sense. I do recognize your temporary agony, but just keep in mind that it'll pass. I know that you're going through a low time, so was I. But I got over it, er, I should say that I am getting over it. Everything passes with time, this is a low time. Things are bound to get better.

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