034 - the cashier smiles
I don't understand a lot of things right now. It's much easier just to hurt, and not talk about them. If something hurts and it makes me cry and no one ever notices, or we all pretend it's not happening then we can all just never talk about it and move on.
Honestly, part of me feels like none of this can be true. Life can't be this good. Things can't be this good. And part of me is afraid it's just a matter of time until, as good as things are, I can't keep living with so much uncertainty, and keeping so much inside, pushing it aside, pretending it's not there.
I don't know what to do or think or feel.
Honestly, part of me feels like none of this can be true. Life can't be this good. Things can't be this good. And part of me is afraid it's just a matter of time until, as good as things are, I can't keep living with so much uncertainty, and keeping so much inside, pushing it aside, pretending it's not there.
I don't know what to do or think or feel.