064 - stick your finger in the air
The lake is so blue today. I can see it from my window, and it's so tempting to just run down there and maybe take a little swim but there's probably a chilly wind out there.
I admit I'm feeling strange today. I woke up at exactly 7:54 a.m. I opened my eyes and that's it, I was fully awake. Considering how tired I was that's very strange for me. I climbed out of bed and took out my meditation exercises, read one and then sat in the middle of the floor and did it. When I opened my eyes again and got off the floor it was 8:14 a.m. I'm listening to a Belle & Sebastian song now that's making me get chills all over. I wish I did not have to go to class here shortly. I wish I wasn't so socially awkward and so strange. I wish I could find more people here who aren't so full of shit and so full of themselves and so materialistic.
If I don't, it's okay. Three more years of this and then I'm done. I know I will enjoy it at least a little.
I admit I'm feeling strange today. I woke up at exactly 7:54 a.m. I opened my eyes and that's it, I was fully awake. Considering how tired I was that's very strange for me. I climbed out of bed and took out my meditation exercises, read one and then sat in the middle of the floor and did it. When I opened my eyes again and got off the floor it was 8:14 a.m. I'm listening to a Belle & Sebastian song now that's making me get chills all over. I wish I did not have to go to class here shortly. I wish I wasn't so socially awkward and so strange. I wish I could find more people here who aren't so full of shit and so full of themselves and so materialistic.
If I don't, it's okay. Three more years of this and then I'm done. I know I will enjoy it at least a little.