Loose threads.
My phone shut down three days ago. I now have no contacts, no memos, no to-do lists, no calendar entries, no messages, no chat threads. (Blackmail central has been wiped off the map, people.)
I try to switch myself to happy mode and these are my thoughts: "Oh well. They're just phone numbers, I can always get them back. I can write new memos. I can make new lists of things to do, input new calendar entries. I can wait for messages and wait until the chat threads build up. Its not like this hasn't happened before." But I return to default mode and I'm thinking: "Shit. I lost EVERYTHING. Important numbers I can never get back because they're really hard to get and/or embarassing to ask for. I'll never remember what I thought at a particular moment because I wrote a memo about it, and now they are all gone. I'll fall apart because of the unmet deadlines and I won't remember what I have to do. And my chat threads of everyone's messages. All gone."
If you've ever lost something, you'll know.
(Insert wonderful segue here)
Yesterday we had another college orientation. Ateneo La Salle and UP. xD Which made me think, "Am I top 15% of the ACET material? 'Cause I need to be to get into the courses I want." I am still paranoid about answering my UP application form. No mistakes, no corrections. I haven't finished. Is it just me or does it really take more than a day to answer an application form? They all look so grown-up and formal. Not to mention evil.
Help.
I try to switch myself to happy mode and these are my thoughts: "Oh well. They're just phone numbers, I can always get them back. I can write new memos. I can make new lists of things to do, input new calendar entries. I can wait for messages and wait until the chat threads build up. Its not like this hasn't happened before." But I return to default mode and I'm thinking: "Shit. I lost EVERYTHING. Important numbers I can never get back because they're really hard to get and/or embarassing to ask for. I'll never remember what I thought at a particular moment because I wrote a memo about it, and now they are all gone. I'll fall apart because of the unmet deadlines and I won't remember what I have to do. And my chat threads of everyone's messages. All gone."
If you've ever lost something, you'll know.
(Insert wonderful segue here)
Yesterday we had another college orientation. Ateneo La Salle and UP. xD Which made me think, "Am I top 15% of the ACET material? 'Cause I need to be to get into the courses I want." I am still paranoid about answering my UP application form. No mistakes, no corrections. I haven't finished. Is it just me or does it really take more than a day to answer an application form? They all look so grown-up and formal. Not to mention evil.
Help.