Kapit, ha.
I don't remember well. My memory is selective, it only chooses to remember the facts, events, and thoughts it deems important. I don't remember a lot from my childhood. Yes, they were important events, but the years have pushed away those memories into the deepest recesses of my brain. It will probably take a hypnotist to unearth those. I don't remember mathematical formulas, although I would very much want to. Someone once told me the secret to success in school is Algebra.
I had a great weekend. I still haven't realized the secret to succeeding in life, but that doesn't mean I won't know it. I'm still trying to get used to the uncertainty in my life and use it to my advantage. I'm still figuring out the secrets on how to deal.
One thing I have realized, though, is that I don't always have to be in control. I can't be. Sometimes, I am vulnerable. I can't see and I don't know where I am going. I have to hold on to someone or something to get to where I have to go. I have to trust and believe in something stronger, bigger than myself.
Oh the irony. I have to let go and hold on.
But I wouldn't have it any other way.
I had a great weekend. I still haven't realized the secret to succeeding in life, but that doesn't mean I won't know it. I'm still trying to get used to the uncertainty in my life and use it to my advantage. I'm still figuring out the secrets on how to deal.
One thing I have realized, though, is that I don't always have to be in control. I can't be. Sometimes, I am vulnerable. I can't see and I don't know where I am going. I have to hold on to someone or something to get to where I have to go. I have to trust and believe in something stronger, bigger than myself.
Oh the irony. I have to let go and hold on.
But I wouldn't have it any other way.