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i apologize for the ugliness of yesterday's post...the computer i'm on has so many firewalls and protections and whatnot that fonts and formatting on internetty sorts of things just turn...hideous.
i had this overpowering urge to talk about items i really adore (coffee, my car, etc) which alternately repulses and, well, overpowers me. i think i'll ponder it and maybe do it later. before that, i wanted to talk about the homeless people that dwell in la jolla, and my favorite one of all, but i don't feel like being that thoughtful. before that, it was going to be spring, and all the fascinating feelings that come with a change in seasons (especially spring. all those cliches about rebirth and getting a fresh start and all that ring true for me, at least for a few days), but i'm not really feeling it now that it's so cloudy and wintry out--all you out-of-towners don't understand how staggeringly beautiful it was here while you were at home. staggering. a warm breeze wafting about at 9 at night is a strange and wonderful thing. being too warm in a sleeveless cotton dress in march is marvellous. before that...i can't remember. six cups of coffee is three too many, frankly, and i'm pretty shaky right about now; i'm typing, then realizing that i want macaroni and cheese, then remembering i'm composing a post, then turning on music, then packing for this evening (my tuesday night sleepover), then realizing i'm composing a post, and on and on. this is probably completely incoherent blather.
the thing is, i've said that before about a post.
maybe that's what i should call this thing...incoherent blather. that phrase seems to sum it up, more often than not.