Sep 30, 2006 18:45
prepare for another one of my changes. this is how i dealwiht myproblems.
ive decided. to drop one of my painting classes. so i can spend more time locked in my room just reading psycho/science/medical/history babble.
pick back up on keeping a detailed (personal) journal. and probably start writing again. that could be whats missing. and if its not. then ill get out that big red pen and move on down the list.
onthe weekends illstay up all night under the stars with brie. chain smoking. and talking about everythign we know and think about life. we have a deepconnection. maybe ill marry that lovely girl someday.
im just going to become extremely pretentious and not give a shit about anyone anymore.
survivalofthefittest.or.heartless.
thats all i want to do. i don't really see an alternative.