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this is how it works.
you're young until you're not.
you love until you don't.
you try until you can't.
you laugh until you cry.
you cry until you laugh.
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath.
no, this is how it works.
you peer inside yourself,
you take the things you like.
and try to love the things you took.
you take that love you made,
and stick it into some..
someone elses heart.
pumping someone elses blood.
and walkin' arm in arm
you hope it dont get harmed.
but even if it does,
you'll just do it all again.
im so fucknig stupid. why didnt i prepare myself. i never let my guards down. i never let myself get hurt. why did i think it could be different. why was i so confident. i cant even stand up to myself or anyoen. why did i think i was ready. i might never be.
ill end up in a mental institution soon. i swear.
my moods are never stable. and ill pay for it in the end.
me and my stupid mind. keeping myself away from everything i want. im impatient and senseless.
ima paranoid androidette. wheres my R2-D2?
nono girl.
im walking down that empty road. but it aint empty now. because im on it.
breathe. or something, idiot hellface.
you're young until you're not.
you love until you don't.
you try until you can't.
you laugh until you cry.
you cry until you laugh.
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath.
no, this is how it works.
you peer inside yourself,
you take the things you like.
and try to love the things you took.
you take that love you made,
and stick it into some..
someone elses heart.
pumping someone elses blood.
and walkin' arm in arm
you hope it dont get harmed.
but even if it does,
you'll just do it all again.
im so fucknig stupid. why didnt i prepare myself. i never let my guards down. i never let myself get hurt. why did i think it could be different. why was i so confident. i cant even stand up to myself or anyoen. why did i think i was ready. i might never be.
ill end up in a mental institution soon. i swear.
my moods are never stable. and ill pay for it in the end.
me and my stupid mind. keeping myself away from everything i want. im impatient and senseless.
ima paranoid androidette. wheres my R2-D2?
nono girl.
im walking down that empty road. but it aint empty now. because im on it.
breathe. or something, idiot hellface.