MY NEW NAME IS GUADALUPE.
oh god. here it comes.
ima mess. ima jerk. ima creep. ima scared little girl. i miss you. i need some glue. or tape. im starting to loose my grip. people disappoint me. i disappoint me. i would like a bike.
i school started today. i got into figure 2 so i can be with the rest of the seniors. its going to be a great class. but im pretty intimidated. most everyone is a bit more experience than i am. but it will be good for me to have teh bar set higher. this years going to go by so fast. applying for college. redoing my AP portfolio. i only got a 4 this year. and senior shows. my non existent childhood will be over before i know it. i also have painting 3 and im a photo aid. so ill be adding a lot to my portfolio.
my stomach is in knots already. early decision for Pratt is due in november. its the only school im applying to. i hope i dont regret it. but i mean. i dont want to go anywhere else. i had an interview this summer with admissions and i think it went pretty well. at least she told me i had a good chance. if shes lying and i get rejected i swear ill just jump off a bridge. hahahaha oh god ima strung out mamacita :[ IMA IMA IMA IMA.
my mind has just been full of ideas lately. im excited to get all this junk outta my head and onto some canvas/cardboard.
mmm i can already feel the not eating or sleeping.
WORKHARDWORKHARDWORKHARDPRATTPRATTPRATTPRATT.
i need to stop with this current phase of constant emo music im falling apart with elliott smith. i love him. but NOT NOW. I NEED TO HIDE THESE DEPRESSING CDS wheres my electronica babies. inspireinspireinspire. DANGER DANGER. im fidgeting.
brie you need to come over and we need to have an all day/night paint session. jesus i love brie.
I NEED SUPPORT RIGHT NOW. SOMEBODY HOLD ME. i feel like im standing at the edge of a 10 mile high building. and damn, imafraid of heights son.
IMA FAKER. FRAUD. CROOK. I SMILED TOO MUCH TODAY.
my birthdays in 4 weeks. big 18. i never do anything for my birthday so lets do something outrageous.
ima mess. ima jerk. ima creep. ima scared little girl. i miss you. i need some glue. or tape. im starting to loose my grip. people disappoint me. i disappoint me. i would like a bike.
i school started today. i got into figure 2 so i can be with the rest of the seniors. its going to be a great class. but im pretty intimidated. most everyone is a bit more experience than i am. but it will be good for me to have teh bar set higher. this years going to go by so fast. applying for college. redoing my AP portfolio. i only got a 4 this year. and senior shows. my non existent childhood will be over before i know it. i also have painting 3 and im a photo aid. so ill be adding a lot to my portfolio.
my stomach is in knots already. early decision for Pratt is due in november. its the only school im applying to. i hope i dont regret it. but i mean. i dont want to go anywhere else. i had an interview this summer with admissions and i think it went pretty well. at least she told me i had a good chance. if shes lying and i get rejected i swear ill just jump off a bridge. hahahaha oh god ima strung out mamacita :[ IMA IMA IMA IMA.
my mind has just been full of ideas lately. im excited to get all this junk outta my head and onto some canvas/cardboard.
mmm i can already feel the not eating or sleeping.
WORKHARDWORKHARDWORKHARDPRATTPRATTPRATTPRATT.
i need to stop with this current phase of constant emo music im falling apart with elliott smith. i love him. but NOT NOW. I NEED TO HIDE THESE DEPRESSING CDS wheres my electronica babies. inspireinspireinspire. DANGER DANGER. im fidgeting.
brie you need to come over and we need to have an all day/night paint session. jesus i love brie.
I NEED SUPPORT RIGHT NOW. SOMEBODY HOLD ME. i feel like im standing at the edge of a 10 mile high building. and damn, imafraid of heights son.
IMA FAKER. FRAUD. CROOK. I SMILED TOO MUCH TODAY.
my birthdays in 4 weeks. big 18. i never do anything for my birthday so lets do something outrageous.