its all i have to give

[huliana03]

i can only go day by day. every morning i wipe the slate clean and start again. and sure enough, but the end of the night, its full of shit that pisses me off. but by morning, its all gone.

i cant make promises about tomorrow, next week, month or even year. i cant even ensure that things will continue to always get better and there will never be a moment of bad. no one is perfect, every one is human.

there will be fuck ups and mistakes. accept it now or have a fun time dealing with it later.

im just gonna try to take everything as it comes, and when push comes to shove with the people i have promised to help and love, ill push. i might want to give up, and a few times i might actually pull away and say im done. but ill always come back and start again.

i refuse to have guilt. i refuse to ask if there was anything i could have done differently, certain things that went unsaid that i was too afraid to say. i spoke my mind and now im going to do anything i think i should.

and if i fuck up, please, wipe my slate clean when you wake up in the morning. and well keep doing this thing. whatever you want to call it.