The Diasater that was Couples' Counseling

[hugsforpickles]

Ugh, I'm a little bit pissed. Okay, so you know the whole situation with Bonnie and how pissed we are that she's been ditching us and/or lying about it? Well, we tried to have “couples’ counseling” yesterday to work some of our issues out. Jordan and I wrote out rules and guidelines in Choir, and then I mediated. I did it fairly, each side was supposed to have time to present their position, no interruptions, and I could cut anyone off if it were getting to negative or accusatory. It’s not my fault Bonnie has serious passive-aggressive avoidance issues, and Whitney was just being Whitney. Safe to say, things didn’t exactly work out how they were supposed to. And THEN, I go up in the library, and Bree tells me that I’m wrong to be upset that Bonnie’s completely ditching me for a guy! I’m sorry, but in middle school, the school-wide mantra was that your friends always come before your boyfriend. It’s not my fault that I didn’t completely throw that philosophy out the door when I first stepped foot into high school. I know I’m getting angry and defensive, but wouldn’t you in my case? I hate being pegged as the big bad bitch when I was just trying to fix things. Christ. I’m just going to go be home schooled so I won’t have to deal with any of this crap anymore.
I’ve got soccer AGAIN tonight for three hours, and then everyday this week and next, so who knows when you’ll see me again.
XOXO
Abby