Mar 31, 2009 01:57
I get tired of writing entries about dudes and really tired of writing entries about dudes that I break up with. Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me? Why do I end up dating guys who are such flagrant wastes of time? I get that in life we may have to date and date and date until we find the one we are meant to be with. Maybe I'm trying to force it or maybe I feel a little forced into things.
The important thing is the book is coming along great. I'm kind of jumping around on things as they come to mind. This works well for me because I don't have to try to remember things later. I'm having fun recalling the things that I'm putting in this book.
*I found out after I wrote this that my boyfriend had not called me or returned my calls because he had some sort of anxiety attack and was hospitalized. Apparently his brother was supposed to call me and inform me of this but he did not. Do I believe this story? Not really. After all, on the days that he was supposed to be in the hospital he was signed into Adam4Adam.com. I wasn't born last night. I wasn't born at night at all.