Learning.
I started working on the book again, the great incomplete opus of failure. Thankfully it's coming along better than it was in previous attempts. My one problem is that I set out to write this thing because I was looking to learn something about myself and that's really not happening the way I thought it would. The plan is to talk to other people and get their perspectives on how they see me. I think this may be a gift and a curse but it's necessary I think.