best day ever
whats weird about our chats, they may not come too often, but they always get better each time and i go home thinking, it cant be topped, then it is
so today i was determined, one way or another to talk to him. its been too long. so i went to his house and knocked, his mom answered with a big smile again (and later he retells me yet again how excited she is that i come, she just freaks out)
I brought some pics from my trip because i wanted to show him the uk wildlife. most people i know, would not appreciate pics like that. he loved them and asked alot about them. i also had treats in my pocket for him to give dodger and my dog did his whole array of tricks, it was adorable. then he tried one himself haha! he said it was bland and told me not to make him bacon and eggs and subsitute dog bacon, so apparently i am cooking for him? lol we talked about alot of random crap and he brought up some woman named kathy so i was like, oh, is she your lady friend? he laughed. well i only said that to torment my mom. he said they went to coffee once and he told his mom it was a date, but they are not dating, they are just friends. she is older than him by 2 years. i also found out, he, like me, hates coffee. seriously so weird how much we have in common. we talked about his mom again and he was telling me how hard its getting because she is getting worse, he said, she doesnt know your name but she knows you but i am sure at some point, she wont even know who i am. he had to use pictures to point out her brother to her since he is visiting in september. we talked about baseball, again lol and he told me his dad did die 13 years ago. i suspected as much but didnt want to ask. we talked about animals again and the ones in duluth who died and how we both (said it at the same time even) thought it would be super cool to have seen the seal out and about in town. he says he might go to duluth one weekend, his niece lives there. i told him i take the dogs there every year. then i asked about his car, i wanted to know if it was roomie because i am looking for one to fit my dogs in and he took me over and showed me it and how it folds down and everything. he also walked me to the end of the road and showed me the hole in the road thats near his house, and my mom peeked out, haha i had been gone about a hour at this point, she told me later, she was worried about me and the dog in the heat... (haha mom, just falling in love again, all is well) i got a few pics of him and my dog. finally but i want better ones. i asked if he had any plans for his big birthday next month and he said no, its just another day. (i am thinking of taking him to coffee as part of it, if thats not too creepy) and i again told him he does not look even close to 50. he laughed. i was like, im serious. sometimes i wish i was older, because i wonder if my age does bother him. the entire chat, minus the time when he was giving treats and showing the car, we sat in the grass together, i touched his hand a few more times and i mean, all we had between us, was my dog. the neighbor lady, the wife of his friend, pulled up and he waved at her then he was walking to show me the car and she asked him how he was doing, and he said good and just went back to taling to me,. holy shit. so i was not someone he was embarassed at all to be seen with, the only thing was, during our chat, he got like 3 text messages, or maybe 3 alerts for 1 and he checked it and it was from kathy. :( i asked how long they had been dating and he said we are not. then he just told me again, it was his friend, they met back when he lived in a townhome. she still lives there. they used to talk outside sometimes and then he moved and they "catch up" over coffee sometimes but he is single. so yay?!! haha i honestly dont know if this plays in my favor or not
at any rate, i am madly in love STILL. i feel he is THE GUY for me... and i doubt either one of those will ever change, even if he never likes me back. however after today, had someone asked me "do you think he likes you?" id say yes, with complete certainty
so today i was determined, one way or another to talk to him. its been too long. so i went to his house and knocked, his mom answered with a big smile again (and later he retells me yet again how excited she is that i come, she just freaks out)
I brought some pics from my trip because i wanted to show him the uk wildlife. most people i know, would not appreciate pics like that. he loved them and asked alot about them. i also had treats in my pocket for him to give dodger and my dog did his whole array of tricks, it was adorable. then he tried one himself haha! he said it was bland and told me not to make him bacon and eggs and subsitute dog bacon, so apparently i am cooking for him? lol we talked about alot of random crap and he brought up some woman named kathy so i was like, oh, is she your lady friend? he laughed. well i only said that to torment my mom. he said they went to coffee once and he told his mom it was a date, but they are not dating, they are just friends. she is older than him by 2 years. i also found out, he, like me, hates coffee. seriously so weird how much we have in common. we talked about his mom again and he was telling me how hard its getting because she is getting worse, he said, she doesnt know your name but she knows you but i am sure at some point, she wont even know who i am. he had to use pictures to point out her brother to her since he is visiting in september. we talked about baseball, again lol and he told me his dad did die 13 years ago. i suspected as much but didnt want to ask. we talked about animals again and the ones in duluth who died and how we both (said it at the same time even) thought it would be super cool to have seen the seal out and about in town. he says he might go to duluth one weekend, his niece lives there. i told him i take the dogs there every year. then i asked about his car, i wanted to know if it was roomie because i am looking for one to fit my dogs in and he took me over and showed me it and how it folds down and everything. he also walked me to the end of the road and showed me the hole in the road thats near his house, and my mom peeked out, haha i had been gone about a hour at this point, she told me later, she was worried about me and the dog in the heat... (haha mom, just falling in love again, all is well) i got a few pics of him and my dog. finally but i want better ones. i asked if he had any plans for his big birthday next month and he said no, its just another day. (i am thinking of taking him to coffee as part of it, if thats not too creepy) and i again told him he does not look even close to 50. he laughed. i was like, im serious. sometimes i wish i was older, because i wonder if my age does bother him. the entire chat, minus the time when he was giving treats and showing the car, we sat in the grass together, i touched his hand a few more times and i mean, all we had between us, was my dog. the neighbor lady, the wife of his friend, pulled up and he waved at her then he was walking to show me the car and she asked him how he was doing, and he said good and just went back to taling to me,. holy shit. so i was not someone he was embarassed at all to be seen with, the only thing was, during our chat, he got like 3 text messages, or maybe 3 alerts for 1 and he checked it and it was from kathy. :( i asked how long they had been dating and he said we are not. then he just told me again, it was his friend, they met back when he lived in a townhome. she still lives there. they used to talk outside sometimes and then he moved and they "catch up" over coffee sometimes but he is single. so yay?!! haha i honestly dont know if this plays in my favor or not
at any rate, i am madly in love STILL. i feel he is THE GUY for me... and i doubt either one of those will ever change, even if he never likes me back. however after today, had someone asked me "do you think he likes you?" id say yes, with complete certainty