Dark Alliance

Jan 25, 2005 21:15

Eh, don't mind the name, i was looking at my video game in front of me. Isn't it unfortunate.. that each time i have a spare moment to write... its bad news? Ya.. i think i'm gonna cry again. I feel like i'm being fucking taken advantage of. Ya, after having one person lecture me, and ask is becca was mad about what was in her LJ, I went to read it ( Read more... )

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meathespian January 27 2005, 15:52:00 UTC
Ok, let's level. Yes, I talked to Yemm and Heather, only because I was really upset at everything, and I was afraid if I told you that you would blow up at me...which you did, might I add. And you aren't the only one working. Just because the rest of us don't monopolize everything we do doesn't mean we don't do anything. You started filing, and snap when anyone tries to do anything. So we each took our jobs as Yemm dictated. I do what she asks, ask if anyone needs help, then wait for something else to do. I am sorry I am not a complete control freak. As for the promise, you didn't seem to have too much of a problem breaking promises for me, but that is not the point, I didn't even care about the fucking number. What I cared about was the fact that you didn't even take a second to look at it from my point of veiw. I didn't care that you talked to him, only that you didn't give a shit if anything was happening to me. You cared only about yourself. And that hurt. You were my best friend katie, and there is something to that. That means you stand behind your best friend, and support them when they need help, and comfort them when they are upset, not stab them in the back then walk off with a smile. I never asked you to choose. You decided to need to choose, and if you want him, you can have him. Good riddance. Finally, I have never treated you like a slacky. I have always treated you like a person, usually protecting you from others harsh remarks, insults, or offensive actions. And I have always been there when you needed someone to give you a hug, or be there. And i don't appreciate after I have tried to be the best friend I could be, having anything that I am not perfect at shoved in my face. Every time I get a slightly bigger role, you get snippy and bitchy with me until we have one of these arguments. Then when something good happens you shove it in my face, seemingly trying to make me feel inferior. If anybody need to be looking at feelings or treating someone like a human being, it is you. If you don't want me as a friend, then drop me, but don't play with me. Is THAT too much to ask?

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