Finally told gene about me going to Florida with bob and October. He took it ok I think. I told him if he keeps Gavin then he could borrow my car. He was still kinda ify though. I feel bad for leaving Gavin behind. I've never been that far away for that long without him. So nervous ( Read more... )

Whenever bob and I stay up until the sun comes up it reminds me when he 1st came over and we stood outside till like 6 in the morning. It's amazing how much had changed in a little over a year. He can be a brat sometimes but I love him more than I've loved any other guy I've dated.

Random note: I told him a wanted a ring for my birthday :p

Finally got some sleep last night! Still feel really tired though ( Read more... )

Ugh I haven't been sleeping well these past couple nights. 2 hours last night and 4 hours the night before. I just wanna sleep but of course Gavin won't let me. :( if I lay down he wants to cuddle and he doesn't sit still at all. Almost all of his DVDs skip so he's always asking for help. I'd let him watch Netflix but bob is still sleeping for ( Read more... )

Had a great day at work for once!! I had to push around a shopping cart with a customer while they shopped. Best job ever! Lol I worked in jewelry for a little bit cuz Melissa never does her job -.- but it's ok cuz I got a lot done ( Read more... )

Yeah it's been a couple years I guess. I can't believe I still remember the username and password but I guess that's a good thing right? Jenn and I were reading past entires, wow I was stupid! I wrote hmmm a lot and other stupid words. The one I still say is sankies but I only say that to kryto lol ( Read more... )

Been in such a weird mood lately. Kind of not really caring about myself. Its something I want to control but I can't. Its like telling me to stop breathing. These emotions have become such a pyscail part of me. I can keep them away sometimes but they always come back, never really that far away. Always underneath my skin ( Read more... )

hey my livejournal still works!! lol i havent used it in a looong time.

wow what a dork i was. lol looking at 2005 entries is a blast. i miss those days. hung out with friends ALL the time, especailly kryto cuz we had a few classes together. i think it was bio and psych. jose and i were still dating but i was depressed a lot. probably because of him. i talked about kinkiness stuff with him and now when i think about it ( Read more... )

Dear Meggie ( Read more... )