..none of those were even about you I don't hate you, I'm not disappointed, I do think you've changed but none of the times I mentioned it was it about you. The times I talked to you about it were the only times I mentioned it and then I stopped worrying and figured we'd both moved on, but apparently not.
What you think of me isn't important anymore, so it doesn't matter. Melissa knows I care about her, I don't need you to see it for it to be true. I'll be civil, but you're pretty much dead to me.
It's funny that you are still missing the point. It was beyond that. That was to top everything off. I know that you care about her, and you probably gave a shit about me at the time to. It's not the point. Do you know how many of my friends called me, asking how I was and how melissa was doing? I had people who had just met her calling and asking if she was okay and if her or myself needed anything. And to think that some of her closest friends can't even say how are you feeling?.. I think that's a little fucked up. And the rest of this stems from anytime we invite you guys to do something or want to see what's up you guys never want to go out or do anything with us, when we will find out the next day or the next time we see you it's the one night a week you don't go to ram's horn, or you don't go out. Where was the phone call to us to see if we wanted to go? We call you no joke, Every time we CONSIDERED going up there, even if it was just to hang out with you guys.
What really seems to be the problem to me, is with everything aside, I just wanted to hang out with you guys and go do something every once and a awhile, and was pissed off when I'd find out you had already been going to rams horn or going out and doing stuff and not inviting us, when again, we would invite you almost every time we went to do something. I don't hate you. I guess that I just wanted to hang out with you guys and do stuff more often.
I don't remember this myriad these times when you invited us to go places. You were more than invited to join us at Ram's Horn, and you always will be? You said countless times that you were sick of Ram's Horn, and we didn't feel like sitting at home. I still stick with the fact that for a while when we tried to hang out, it seemed like we were being blown off so we stopped asking. I believe it probably happened the same way with you. I don't hate you either.
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I don't hate you, I'm not disappointed, I do think you've changed but none of the times I mentioned it was it about you. The times I talked to you about it were the only times I mentioned it and then I stopped worrying and figured we'd both moved on, but apparently not.
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