It's okay..
You were right about posting all of those entries about me not needing you.
But it's not why you think it is.
Go a head and blame me getting a girlfriend if that makes you feel better.
When honestly your constant inconsideration is what did it.
It was pretty bad before, and I was willing to ignore it to an extent when it was stupid little shit like going to eat somewhere late at night and not inviting us or going to the movies or something. It didn't bother me because Mel and I would go to the movies and not always invite you.
But then when I got into the car accident and told you that my Melissa was hurt, and you didn't even call or text her to ask if she was okay or how she was feeling, or just to say what's up for so long. That is un-fucking excusable.
You're the most self-centered person I know and you drove me away because of it.
God forbid I didn't see you for a few days a week, because I'd have to feel your wrath the next time we hung out. It's not that I didn't like hanging out, it was that I do have other friends and shit that I like to do that doesn't always involve you.
You say you hate me, You're disappointed in someone, you miss someone but the old them.
It's funny how when you don't like someone they have changed, yet someone who i've spent every day for the last year and a half around hasn't noticed a change in me. Nor have any of my other friends.
I'm not fucking stupid. Sorry I finally was able to stand up for myself. Sorry I have a life not revolving around you, and that yes, I will live on without you.
But it's not why you think it is.
Go a head and blame me getting a girlfriend if that makes you feel better.
When honestly your constant inconsideration is what did it.
It was pretty bad before, and I was willing to ignore it to an extent when it was stupid little shit like going to eat somewhere late at night and not inviting us or going to the movies or something. It didn't bother me because Mel and I would go to the movies and not always invite you.
But then when I got into the car accident and told you that my Melissa was hurt, and you didn't even call or text her to ask if she was okay or how she was feeling, or just to say what's up for so long. That is un-fucking excusable.
You're the most self-centered person I know and you drove me away because of it.
God forbid I didn't see you for a few days a week, because I'd have to feel your wrath the next time we hung out. It's not that I didn't like hanging out, it was that I do have other friends and shit that I like to do that doesn't always involve you.
You say you hate me, You're disappointed in someone, you miss someone but the old them.
It's funny how when you don't like someone they have changed, yet someone who i've spent every day for the last year and a half around hasn't noticed a change in me. Nor have any of my other friends.
I'm not fucking stupid. Sorry I finally was able to stand up for myself. Sorry I have a life not revolving around you, and that yes, I will live on without you.