settled
I wrote to my ex. I wrote what was an honest and caring message and said many of the things I've been wanting to say as well as some new stuff regarding his current place in life. My hope is that he will write back to me (which I said in the note) but I've come to a very nice settled place where if he doesn't write back I am completely ok. Because I said what I needed to say and I've done my part to reach out. At the end of the day if he chooses to ignore me that will be his choice and I can relax knowing that I did what I could to contact him. My worry would have been not doing so out of fear or whatever and living to regret it.
TyB was right that reaching out to him was in hopes of settling something inside of me- especially now that he is critically ill. I feel I have settled it on my end. All I can do is be content with that and let the chips fall where they may.
TyB was right that reaching out to him was in hopes of settling something inside of me- especially now that he is critically ill. I feel I have settled it on my end. All I can do is be content with that and let the chips fall where they may.