Jun 25, 2006 23:34
This summer has already shown me how much love there is in the world. It has shown me those people whom I will forget and separated them from those who I don't need to take pictures of because I will remember and love them forever.
Nobody will let me pay them back...I'm just in awe. Some of these people might be leaving me, but I don't want them to. And nobody can stop me from holding onto the ones I love, even if they will be miles upon miles away. This love is too amazing, too beautiful, to let it go too easily. I just wish I was smart enough to go to William and Mary. ;-)
The music will live on. I will not let something that has so much potential be cut so short. Too many people are depending on me to succeed, and I will not let them down. BLVD is performing Thursday, June 29, 9 pm, at Volume.
I finally told my boss off tonight. I called her:
1. Liar
2. Abuser
3. User
4. HYPOCRITE
Maybe more if I would've stayed on the phone. Who cares if she said she will give me a $20 bonus on my paycheck, or make me manager. I will not give in to her again. I'm playing by my own rules now, and it's fun. I am not a pushover, anymore.
Thank you for the idea that it's all possible. Without it...where would I be now?
-Jay