late night demons
Its late at night the time all my demons come out and torture me. I cant escape them they are in my own mind. Usually I am asleep by now and do not have to deal with them.... but tonight I made the mistake of staying up late. They ravage through my mind looking for my darkest secrets and regrets. Using them agianst me to cause me pain. These are the thoughs and actions I pushed deep within the inner recesses of my mind. Shielded from all but.... at night for some reason.... I cant contain them. The night it is both calming but chaotic. Strange? Yes very much so, but very true. Will they tear me apart from the inside. Im not sure anymore. So hard to contain the pain, to stop the pain, to control the pain. Control thats what it is all about control. It always has been. What side has control? Good or evil? Both and none at the sametime. The hold of evil always seems to be stronger at night though. Why is this? The darkness? I think this is the reason. The calming effect of the darkness puts the good asleep enough for the evil to take over. Alas the battle will end soon, just to start agian tommorrow. I am tired now and must sleep. This is the way to put the evil back into its place. Yes this is the way. Goodnight.