here we go.
In the past, this journal has been used on a very very irregular basis. Sometimes I will go weeks, months without posting a new entry. However, all of that is about to change. The purpose of this journal has been forced to change. From now on, the entries will be regular, frequent, and quite lengthy. I promise.
So, I suppose that I should give a breif update of my day. Basically, it was a day that started off bad, and then, was turned around. Granted, things aren't as amazing as they were a week ago. Yet, I am still happy. I guess that there just comes a time when you have to have faith, you have to have trust, and you have to just completely give things over to God. Trust, and let him take care of everything. Obviously, these are ideas that I have preached in the past, yet, I sometimes have trouble adhering to them. That is going to change. That has to change. From now on, all of the worrying, all of the doubts, all of the "what ifs," are gone. I'm done with them. For the past six months, everything has been wonderful, and nothing is going to change that. Especialy my own doubts. Those are just stupid, and I know it.
I am smiling.
My eyes hurt.
But I am smiling.
So, moving on. Time and Distance week is drawing to a close, and let me just say, I enjoyed it : ]
It's kind of been one of those "amazing ideas" that I wish I would have thought of.
haha.
Also, tomorrow is Saturday, which means that I will be venturing to FT. Wayne to finally pick up my reserved copy of Peter Pan: The Platinum Edition DVD. Needless to say, I am very excited about this. I love that movie. Good ol' Disney films. You know, someday I am going to have a massive Disney Movie Marathon, and it will be wonderful. You know; Peter Pan, The Rescuers, Little Mermaid, etc. Mmhmm. In fact, I think that it's on a list of "things-to-do" somewhere. *smiles*
My house is dark, and I am clicking away at the keyboard, writing this entry, as well as some poetry. I went to the poetry publishing discussion panel last night, and frankly, I didn't learn anything. So, I am just going to continue doing what I have always done: Just write. Eventually I will have accumulated enough poems to necessitate an entire book, and then I will worry about the publishing aspect of writing. Based on the responses from my poetry teacher, as well as my classmates, I think that I have a shot. Everyone seems to enjoy my silly little poetic ramblings for some reason.
I tihnk that I am going to write in my notebook, and take a nap.
Last night was a long one...
Tonight won't be.
I can rest assured.
I can smile.
*happysighs*
-Ryan