MY FUCKING MOTHER
I HATE MY FUCKING MOTHER!!!!!!!!
she's a fucking whore twat cunt bitch.
shes not my mother, i think she should just fuck off.
Every single time i come out of my room, its some kind of snidey comment about me, or she fucking insults me or puts me down.
just this second, about 10 seconds ago actually, i come 0ut of my room and she says... "I think you're a shit".....I'm like what? excuse me? she carries on..."you couldn't even get your dad a card for fathers day..."...okay ONE i said happy fathers day to Him,i also said that i was working on something special that i'll give him on his Birthday because i havent finished it...its an illustrated short story...ANYHOO...secondly why should i get him a card? hes a twat too, he doesnt act like a dad, he barely even speaks to me. thirdly,i think SHE should get her fucking facts straight before she goes calling me "a shit". fourthly there are lots of things i could have argued back with..such as..."you take all my fucking money how could i afford a card"..and also what kind of "shit" are you when you couldnt even get me a birthday cake...just a stale (and i mean stale, im not just exagerating) cake that is half eaten and needs "getting rid of". ERG i hate them, I HATE THEM BOTH. i really never want to speak to her shes a bitch and a twat. no wonder im so fucking nervous and anxious when, whenever i come out of my room i'm put down or insulted no matter what i do. it pisses me off so much. the next time she talks to me like that im just going to ignore her.
im not paying them housekeeping anymore, i've decided. i love my sister but she turned sixteen three weeks ago, and she hasnt started paying housekeeping, i love my sister so im not going to bring that up unless i have to. plus i just need the courage to go as far as possible in that argument, what i mean is that i very much doubt that they are going to make me homeless. so im pretty much safe there. are they really going to take my internet away when i need it for college? i dont think so, my dad constantly says that he doesnt want us to end up like him, un educated and in a crap job, so im safe there too. im pretty safe with everything else in that respect.
yeah so...maybe ill have the courage one day to say no. i wish i did.
Kevin and my friends make it easier...but they cant help when im home with THEM.
they make me hate myself...what kind of parents are they?...they arent any kind of parent. they dont deserve to be called my parents.
what kind of parents make their children hate themselves?
Im almost never home but still...
oh ok..yeah my parents are AMAZING heres why...
1.im never here, i hate them, i hate being here.
2.my sister would rahter stay with ehr cheating boyfriend so she can live away from them. shes so screwd up that she scratches herself until she bleeds without realising it.
3. my other sister has been involved with an assault and the police..and once more when i asked about it, when i asked about MY SISTER, i was told that i was too "nosey"..oh thats jsut great...
erg..my rant is perhaps over...and i do feel a little calmer...but ERG...
anyhoo
byexxx
she's a fucking whore twat cunt bitch.
shes not my mother, i think she should just fuck off.
Every single time i come out of my room, its some kind of snidey comment about me, or she fucking insults me or puts me down.
just this second, about 10 seconds ago actually, i come 0ut of my room and she says... "I think you're a shit".....I'm like what? excuse me? she carries on..."you couldn't even get your dad a card for fathers day..."...okay ONE i said happy fathers day to Him,i also said that i was working on something special that i'll give him on his Birthday because i havent finished it...its an illustrated short story...ANYHOO...secondly why should i get him a card? hes a twat too, he doesnt act like a dad, he barely even speaks to me. thirdly,i think SHE should get her fucking facts straight before she goes calling me "a shit". fourthly there are lots of things i could have argued back with..such as..."you take all my fucking money how could i afford a card"..and also what kind of "shit" are you when you couldnt even get me a birthday cake...just a stale (and i mean stale, im not just exagerating) cake that is half eaten and needs "getting rid of". ERG i hate them, I HATE THEM BOTH. i really never want to speak to her shes a bitch and a twat. no wonder im so fucking nervous and anxious when, whenever i come out of my room i'm put down or insulted no matter what i do. it pisses me off so much. the next time she talks to me like that im just going to ignore her.
im not paying them housekeeping anymore, i've decided. i love my sister but she turned sixteen three weeks ago, and she hasnt started paying housekeeping, i love my sister so im not going to bring that up unless i have to. plus i just need the courage to go as far as possible in that argument, what i mean is that i very much doubt that they are going to make me homeless. so im pretty much safe there. are they really going to take my internet away when i need it for college? i dont think so, my dad constantly says that he doesnt want us to end up like him, un educated and in a crap job, so im safe there too. im pretty safe with everything else in that respect.
yeah so...maybe ill have the courage one day to say no. i wish i did.
Kevin and my friends make it easier...but they cant help when im home with THEM.
they make me hate myself...what kind of parents are they?...they arent any kind of parent. they dont deserve to be called my parents.
what kind of parents make their children hate themselves?
Im almost never home but still...
oh ok..yeah my parents are AMAZING heres why...
1.im never here, i hate them, i hate being here.
2.my sister would rahter stay with ehr cheating boyfriend so she can live away from them. shes so screwd up that she scratches herself until she bleeds without realising it.
3. my other sister has been involved with an assault and the police..and once more when i asked about it, when i asked about MY SISTER, i was told that i was too "nosey"..oh thats jsut great...
erg..my rant is perhaps over...and i do feel a little calmer...but ERG...
anyhoo
byexxx